So my ex of 4 years ago and I have never stopped caring about each other and recently told me he wanted to get back with me or try to and even wants to move up here possibly...

The problem is that his uncle is actually dying of cancer and he works a little over 40 hours a week which I don't see it as a problem but he uses it kind of as an excuse... my issue is that he wants to possibly get back with me yet he sporadically responds to my messages or doesn't respond at all and it's really rare that it's an actual full blown conversation...

The reason I'm willing to get back with him is because we truly love each other and we went through our honeymoon period up until another tragic event happened while we were together the first time... We worked together really well and we never stopped loving each other.

But I'm getting sick and tired of not getting anywhere

So I'm debating sending this...

"A new huge pet peeve of mine is when someone states that they're interested in me and when I say I'm up for it they refuse to make time for me. Even with being interested in their life and wanting to help them... If they do take advantage of my kindness they then don't return the favor. So I'm trying and doing the work to try to get things going yet the other person does nothing... It's not fair to me and I don't deserve this. I want to be loved and in love again and I swear it's never going to happen again...

You're so lucky I'm willing to try again... I want to help you, and that I care. Like... Why should I bother? No guy I'm interested in can fucking take the time to talk to me and that's including you. You work about full time, yet you have time off during the day... You're the only one that cares for your uncle? And because of this you don't play video games? Like why the fuck did you even bother?...

The person who should never want to talk to you again bc you were disgusting, and gave up on life and gave up on her is willing to talk to you and rebuild some sort of relationship again even if it's just a close friendship... Yet you can't even take advantage of the fact that she's willing to support you during this hard time you're going through and try to learn about you again...

This is not fair and completely wrong... This has also been my life for the past 4 years...

It's been so bad that I stopped dating..."

Should I send it? I'm also wondering if I'm overreacting...