i really want a tattoo

Bai

im an msd survivor and i want a little 17 tattooed on my wrist. i turn 16 in 2 days but my mom wont let me, and i need parental consent :( i dont think she understands how much this influences me, and how much stronger its made me, i dont see it as a bad reminder. i see it as an incentive to keep going. life threw a school shooting at me and i powered through, even though i didnt want to so many times. what do i do? its all i really want for my birthday i just wanna remember them. she says that tattoos r permanent (as if i dont know that ...) but its not lile im ever going to forget a school shooting you know? i know i wrote a lot but i didnt talk to anyone about this please help