No heartbeat 19 weeks and 3 days

And just like that my whole world came crashing down. I don't understand I don't get it. We was suppose to find out what you were and instead we got bad news. The pain is so indescribable. How can God give such an amazing blessing and just take it away. I keep asking what did I do wrong why is this happening to me why do I deserve this. Why take you away from me when u meant everything to me. How do I tell your siblings. They were so happy so excited to meet you. Mommy is beyond broken. As I carry you for a little while longer I cant help but to pray for a miracle. Tell me they got it wrong tell me they see your heartbeat. This can't be real this can't be happening I never imagined it could hurt so much. 19 weeks and 3 days and God decided he needed his angel back. Rest In Paradise Baby Frazier 💔😔 Idk how to handle this I cant stop crying, I'm so angry I'm so hurt why is this happening why do I have to deliver my baby tomorrow just to tell him goodbye 💔