Feeling lonely 😔

So today was thanksgiving of course and all of my sisters and there husbands came over. They are 19,20, and 21 years old. And I was just looking at how happy they all are and how they got blessed with such amazing guys. Like how? I’m single. I’ve always been single. I don’t know how it feels to be loved and happy like they do. I just want someone to, not just someone, an amazing guy. That would treat me right, not just fuck me over. I’m tired of being lonely all the time.