Diabetes is really kicking my ass

vdm • HIE & NICU mama. Nail technician. Interracial family.

I’ve had a shitty number day and have been over 200 (370 the last time I checked 20 minutes ago) since 3pm... I just want to cry I’ve put so much insulin into my body already today 😭 the acid reflux is real 😭 I’m not even sure if I could physically handle being pregnant again after this baby 😭😔

I did just change my pump site even though I didn’t have any blocked flow readings on my pump, and it’s still dripping, I just want to cry guess will be waking up every hour to test....

Someone send me back that constant low blood sugar life 😔😔😔

And yes I will be calling my doctor Monday to increase my insulin levels.