Too late?

School doesn’t interest me but my parents are depending on me to further my career. I have no idea what I want to do and feeling unmotivated to even fill out a college application which is due in les than three days. I don’t have enough money to go to college but I don’t want that to be my excuse, I heard that you should try to avoid loans as much as possible. I’m so confused, lost, unmotivated, lonely, and just overall drained from my personal life i just don’t feel the need to keep pushing forward.