You know you’re emotional when

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I’m a sympathetic crier anyways. But usually only with adults, if I sympathetically cried with babies I’d cry everyday of my life.

But today one had a diaper rash because he was pooping so much. It go to the point that I was checking him every 10 minutes and put diaper rash cream on every change. I was waiting on his dad to come get him because he was having diarrhea. He pooped and I had to wipe his bottom and his bottom hurts so bad that he screamed in a way that sent shivers down my spine. My vision got hazy and all I could do was apologize to him and when I was done I just picked him up and held him to my chest and realized that I had tears too. It sucks when you have to wipe a baby’s raw bottom anyways but I’d never thought I’d cry over it. These hormones man 😂😂

I just kept telling him “I know. I am so sorry bub. I have to do it” like 😭😭