No judgement please

Mary • William Harold 12/21/18 MY RAINBOW Mommy of 2 angels👼👼 Elisabeth Michele is due 03/2020

I wanna try breast feeding but I also struggle with depression and have since I was a child I'm scared that he won't latch or I won't be able to produce and that it will make my depression worse.. I'm thinking maybe I should just formula feed.. my high risk Dr is already worried about me having post pardum depression. Any advice momma's