friends sucks sometimes

so honestly i love my best friend so much, we have been crazy close for the past year and i love her to death but everytime we hang out her boyfriend ALWAYS HAS TO BE THERE and i mean don’t get me wrong he’s great and all but all they do is whisper to eachother and cuddle and i just want to grab her and scream “I MATTER TOO” but i know she won’t listen and either way her and her bfs relationship is hella toxic and i honestly think they aren’t good for eachother and idk just the whole situation makes me feel worthless like nobody really cares to be around me