This isnt just baby fever

So when i was younger i was in a very bad and abusive relationship and i had gotten pregnant it was very early into it but i had lost the baby and the person i was with put me into suicidal state telling me constantly i had killed his baby and i wanted nothing more at the time then to end it all even though people that cared about me told me it wasnt my fault , since then i am in a completely better mental state yet ,every time i saw a baby or toddler I felt empty inside now i have been in a relationship and my boyfriend has helped me so much in trying to forgive and accept that it wasnt my fault but the longing to have a baby never left every day i have this feeling i want to have a baby so badly and although im still young im gonna be graduating from college in a year and my boyfriends parents always express how much theyd love to be grandparents and my boyfriend and i have tAlked about it for a while as well so basically I thought about maybe trying do you think im wrong for wanting this ?