There were 3 pregnant women in a row in front of me in the line at Starbucks this morning... THREE! I think they were friends Bc they were all chatting about being pregnant and due dates etc etc and I tried sooooo hard to keep it together I waited til I got to my car and completely lost it. Not that I’m not happy for them but I got a BFN this morning AF should start today or tomorrow. I’m just at that point where I’m so done with tracking and stressing. Why can so many people just get pregnant so easy! I feel like that was me we got pregnant first month off BC and then a miscarriage at 9 weeks and now nothing.. only two more cycles until I reach my would’ve been due date 😔. Is it too much to hope for a Christmas miracle?