So I found out my sister is pregnant 2-3 months ago. When she first told me (first to know, except for her husband) I was so emotional all I could muster up was "I'm so happy for you". That night I cried the most I have in the longest time. Fast forward a couple weeks, talking to her made me teary eyed. I'm still struggling hard core about this. I want to be over the moon about it but it's really hard accepting that it's not going to be easy to get pregnant. I have been dealing with my emotions the best I can and then my mother in law tried to make light of the situation that my sister got pregnant with her second before my first. I know shes just being nice but I cant help but feel like a failure.