Just need to vent 😥

Found out a few days ago I was pregnant. I’m about 4 weeks along. Boyfriend had stopped pulling out months ago and after having 2 kids himself I figured he’d understand how babies are made. Told him yesterday and he freaked. Got drunk, told me everything was my fault that I ruined his life etc. it has all just put me in a really bad headspace going into a pregnancy that it seems no one but myself cares for 😞 I didn’t force this on him, I didn’t tell him to stop pulling out😔 I’m sorry I just needed to vent to other moms that don’t know me personally 😔

Update: he knew I wasn’t on birth control I haven’t been since I had my daughter 2.5 years ago. And we had conversations about trying and he said his sperm didn’t work right due to a surgery he had when he was a teenager. After this conversation was when he stopped pulling out. And I’m very happy to have a baby. Regardless of how he feels i already adore this baby ❤️