I was molested when I was 6/7

I was molested by my own father when I was 6/7 years old. I remember certain bits and pieces like I remember it happened at night and I was wearing a teal blue hannah montana dress that had ruffles on the sleeves and it was a little short on me because of my long legs but not too short where it was inappropriate or immodest. I remember he crawled into bed with me and I felt creeped out because if my mom and him got into a fight he could've gone downstairs and slept on the couch. I remember asking him why he was in my bed?and all I got in response was a smile that felt unsettling to me and I remember when he was touching me down there I just pretended to be asleep and I just kind of shut down because I was way too young to process what was happening so I froze. The memory of this came back to me in October in a flashback and It really explains alot because as a child I would always pull my shirt down to cover my bottom and I would hike up my pants really high because I felt like someone was staring at me in a weird way and I stopped being as close with my father as I was and when I went into therapy I noticed that I felt like I was victimized in that way as well. Also my father used to touch my thighs when I was in my early teens and It really sent chills down my spine and creeped me out and he got really handsy in the ocean to the point I could feel his penis next to that part of my body and Once in a drunken state he slapped my ass in a sexual way.