From One Mother To Another 🙏🏽 You Arent Alone

I’m Currently 27Years Old I’ve Lost 5 Pregnancies Since The Age Of 17. My First Born Baby Girl India Was Born Still Born At 21 Weeks. I Was Young And I Didn’t Quite Understand Nor Did I Know How To Mourn Because I Was Still Mourning The Passing Of My 4Year Old Baby Brother At The Time .... pregnancy After That Were In 2014 ,2015, 2016 And I Lost A Baby This Year 2Days Before Mother Day 😒

I Can Honestly Say I’ve Had Every Emotion I’ve Questioned God So Many Times .... I Was Angry, Hurt , Confused ! I Hated That All My Friends Were Having Babies Even Though Some Of Didn’t Even Want Any !

In June Of This Year Two Days After My 27th Birth I Was Rushed To The Er With What I Thought Was A Heart Attack . They Diagnosed Me With Panic Attack & Anxiety ! I Feel That I Was Never Able To Mourn Any Of My Loses Because My Job Didn’t Care They Wanted Me Back Asap ... Never Really Had Anyone To Talk To

Around August After Suffering From Multiple Panic Attack’s A Week And No Longer Feel Like Myself I Became Tired Of Living Scared When I Would Have My Next Attack ..

So One Night I Dropped To My Knees And Begin To Pray I Asked God To Take Those Panic Attack’s Away And To Bless My Womb And To Watch Over My Family!

I Said My Prayers Every Night That I Remembered .

Sorry For Such A Long Story But I’m Currently Pregnant With Baby #6 Due June 27 2019 1 Day Before My 28th Birthday

I Was Afraid To Get Attached Because Of Everything I’ve Been Through But I Remembered That I Prayed For My Baby And No Matter What The Doctors May Say God Has The Last Say So !

SO TO ALL MY MOTHERS OUT THERE GOING THROUGH A LOST DONT GIVE UP HOPE . I KNOW IT MAY SEEM SO HARD

AT TIMES BUT YOUR DAY WILL COME JUST KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND KEEP THE FAITH. 🙏🏽 AND JUST KNOW WE ARE ALL IN THIS TOGETHER NO ONE UNDERSTANDS LIKE A MOTHER THAT HAS LOST A CHILD PRAYING FOR YOU ALL ONE DAY YOU WILL GET YOUR 🌈🤰