Discouraged TTC #2

My husband and I are trying for another little monster but it's so hard to do when he's literally never home!!! And everytime he has been home I wasn't ovulating or even close to. It's so frustrating. And he's gone because he works on the rigs. And no I can't go to him. It's seriously just making me want to give up about it all. He keeps talking about when we have another baby and I just want to go off on him. In order to have another baby we need to have sex. And have sex on my fertile days. Ugh. Sorry I'm just annoyed. 😭😭😭 it doesnt help that my family has been making comments about we need to start trying soon so our kids will be close in age and it's like I'm freaking trying!!! 💔