Caught him....

It hasnt even been 2 weeks since I just gave birth and I caught my husband cheating. At his job.

It was 2:30 in the morning and I was pacing, worried his car broke down or he got in a car accident or something terrible. I woke my children up, loaded them in the car and went searching for him at the places I figured he would be.

I show up at his job and hes in the backseat with a bitch. I punched him in the jaw.

What do I do now....where do I go from here? I literally have no one...... and the only reason I had the 2nd kid, is because he wanted her.

The scene keeps replaying in my head.

He left no paper trail. He has no phone. I had prayed Sunday for guidance on my marriage and some how, I caught him. I havent ate in days. I cant understand any of this. I'm physically sick over this. He says all they did was kiss. But he came out zipping up his pants.

I'm still healing from birth!!!!!! A birth I didnt want to go through!!!!! Someone help me...... I'm so lost.....I'm so broken..... he was suppose to be my forever and always..... he IS my heart.....

Edit to add*** He has a phone but he left it at home. Its unusable because he dropped it. I was going to surprise him and have it fixed.....now.... I'm not. I was going to give him my car for his birthday....now...I'm not. If I decide to walk away....I'm going to strip him of everything..... because that's what he did to me....