Annoyed, irritated, sad, frustrated

So many emotions I just hate this! Just had a miscarriage and we tried immediately again. I got ovulation tests and made sure I was ovulating. Did all the proper sex stuff on the right days . I have a standing order for hcg bloodwork and I went today 7dpo as that was when I tested positive last time and I only have hcg levels of 1 (last time was at 52) Not pregnant 😭😭😭 why can’t it just happen! My first pregnancy was on the first try, I really didn’t anticipate this being so hard. I’m only 29.... I feel hopeless. Is there any point in going back to check for blood work again? Or am I at this point SOL? Anyone have any similar experiences? I don’t even want to be intimate with my SO anymore. I have to get myself in the mood just so I can try to get pregnant. So depressing :(