Ive kept these feelings to myself but Im angry. Im angry that I was just diagnosed with PCOS weeks before getting married. Im angry that my friend who is constantly trying to leave her fiance and said she didnt want more kids after having her daughter got pregnant after having sex less than 9 times. Im angry that someone I know took getting pregnant for granted and got an abortion because she didnt want to deal with the father. Im angry that my coworkers joke about me being pregnant when I say Im really tired when I may not be able to conceive naturally. Im so angry that Ive been withdrawing from my husband and sleeping for 12+ hours a day. He means well, but it kills me everytime he says "Everyone gets a baby except me". My doctor wont prescribe me any pills to make me ovulate until I lose 120 pounds....I feel so depressed which makes wanting to make lifestyle changes even harder. My whole life all Ive ever wanted is a baby and now that its going to be a difficult road I want it even more 😭