I NEED HELP RN!!!

Ever felt as tho u are a big failure like things that should be happening isnt happening the way u want it and everything is spiraling out of ur control and u are gonna go crazy?! Thats exactly how i feel.... Ok so first i come from a very toxic family (my dad really) and because of that my thing is #indepence as i dont want help and then be told how much help i was given etc... But this one income is really not sufficient as i have school to pay off and am still paying... Anyone knows how i can get a second income... Been searching for online jobs but nothing #needhelp😰😰...