I’m terrified that I’m becoming depressed again. I had childhood depression and it eventually went away, but I feel like it’s returning now that I’m an adult. All the signs are there: It takes me a long time to leave my bed and even then I don’t want to, I have no motivation to do anything and I see everything as a burden (ex: I don’t want to go to the store because I have to get dressed and that takes too long), I’ve been crying a lot more, and I start feeling sad for no reason.

I already have anxiety and OCD. I’m just worried my brains going to stress itself to death. I’m trying to find a psychiatrist that my insurance will cover, but it hasn’t been easy. I just feel so defeated😔