A year ago today 365 days my life change after lossing a baby it was the hardest thing I had to deal with. There are still days where I wondering kind of kid you would have been. Stubborn like your mom or talkative like your dad. Not a day goes by where I don't wonder what kind of parents we would have been. I never could really understand how people feel when they lost a child but now I completely understand and it's the worst feeling ever and I don't wish there anyone else. I remember the day it happened like it was yesterday a Wednesday night in class when i had the worst pain and get worst after that. When i talk about it with people i start from the beginning people may not want to hear it but your going to hear my story and I feel little bit better each time I could talk about it and say it's ok my day will come. Just had the have a little rant my feelings today.