So last night I was looking in my night stand drawer and found my pregnancy test. I had a miscarriage back in June and have been ttc for the last 6 months. Just not happening for us. My period is due in two days and finding the test just broke my heart all over again. I was due to have our baby next Wednesday. This is probably the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. Everyone keeps telling me to stop stressing but when you have already had to health babies and your husband has no kids of his own it's not easy not to stress. I just want this so bad for us. I'm so lost and don't even know what to do at this point. Never in a million years thought this would happen to me. Sorry for the rant just had to get this off my chest. Baby dust to all you women who are ttc. I wish all of you the best of luck.