38 Weeks and PANICKING

Lauren

I'm 38 weeks and 1 day today. I've had so much back and pelvic/hip pain the last few weeks that I feel like I've slacked in getting done what I need to to be ready for this baby. I have everything I need and then some for him, but none of it is organized or put away properly, and I feel like I'm just staring at one big baby clutter. Due to our current living situation, he will be sleeping with us, as his brother is sleeping in the only other available room, so I feel that adds a little to my anxiety, having all of his stuff mixed in with ours. UGHHH. I just need a hug and for someone to say they're experiencing somewhat the same so I don't feel so crazy. 😭😭