Depression Help 33 Weeks


I’ve been super emotional lately and I’m having a very hard time dealing with it. I don’t have any friends to talk to about what’s going on. & I have no family to talk to either but I’m seriously depressed to the point I have no idea what to do. I’m having a hard time dealing with intimacy with my spouse. I’ve been with him for almost 5 years now. We have a great sex life atleast 4-5 times a week when not pregnant and with my first child nothing changed about sex. Well fast forward to my second pregnancy, I don’t want to be touched I don’t care for having sex and when I do it’s so uncomfortable and it hurts because I am not enjoying it. Well it has caused me and my spouse to go a whole week without sex and now it makes me want to question since I’m not doing it for him is he getting it some where else. (BTW my man has been 100% faithful never gave me a reason to believe he would cheat and I don’t think that he would ever even think about it) but since we’re not having sex my hormones are making me think crazy. Plus it’s causing me to hate my unborn child because the baby has come between me and my spouse. I’m having a very hard time dealing with all the stress of baby being here soon and me and my spouse not having the connection that we once had. I really just needed to vent and if any women are going through this or have been through this please help me with solutions that worked for you. This week I have a doctors appointment and will be talking to my doctor about the depression. Please no judgement as I’m already dealing with a lot and can not handle any pressure on top of what I’m already dealing with.