Long story short my mom was staying with me then ended up leaving... well the day after she left she passed away.(march2018) It broke my effin heart n still does. i was use to having her around, my home felt so.... empty.... i decided a kitten for support ya know?? well my husband got me one!! n i like fell in love!!! she was next to me non stop!!! 2 nights ago i could not find my baby "phantom" so i went looking for her n just so happens she was dead in the middle of the road😢😢 my baby got ran over😢😢 i am so freaking torn. ik to some its just a cat but to me it was my bf!! n my baby😢😢 the only baby we might ever have😢😢😢 i have been up crying to myself for nights. ohhh gosh, she was so sweet n loving now she's gone😢😢😢😢 n my heart just can't deal with any more loss🌹