Just needed to vent to someone

Cocoa

I’m 2 weeks PP, I was already dealing with the fact that I’m a new single mother with previous anxiety issues. (Not medicated) But now on top of all of that I find out that my dad and his cancer has started to spread. I feel like nobody understands and it’s impossible for me to talk to my family about because we are all having to deal with this together. I’m my dads only daughter and definitely a daddy girl. I’ve been up for the past few nights because I can’t sleep or eat because all I keep thinking about is life without my dad. I’m stressed out and I feel like I’m stressing my daughter out too, even though she only 2 weeks I feel that she knows something is wrong with me. I just want to be the best mother that I can be to her, but I feel as if I’m already failing her. I’m tired of crying I just want the pain and heartache to stop, and everything just go back to before this cancer hit our family. Please pray for my strength to make it through this, and also healing for my dad and this cancer.