Dear coworker...

I think you're so damn cute and I wish you didn't have a girlfriend. We are good friends and today just made my heart skip a beat. You love to hug me and we met eyes a little too close to each other. You said "whoa" and took a step back. I don't know what my facial expression was at all, but I shrugged it off by giving you another hug; to play off how close we could've kissed. The awkward moment saved by my dumb ass. It's so hard to be alone sometimes, but you just gotta deal with it.