Is it just me?!

Is it just me or do u also hate that a lot of ppl wtch porn?

Do u hate that thought? I mean i dont judge its ok if u do nothing wrong with it but why does everyone need to do that and does every single guy actually do tht?? I cant trust any man now because i feel like every guy does that help! Yes ik i have a problem lool but is it just me?

Is it bad that everyone or guys at least watching porn bothers me?

It even makes me soooo scared to have a future mans and be sxy with him if u know what i mean or if i wanna send him things it makes me soo scared that he might want to after and im not ok with that. Is that bad? Or do i have to force myself to be ok with it?