Nose job at 13😅

I’m only 13 and really want a nose job..:I really hate my nose it’s the only thing I don’t like about myself..it’s long and crooked and all my friends have cute chubby noses...I self harmed for 2 years due to family problems and hating my body..I live my dad and am not aloud to talk to my mom due to court stuff..I asked my dad and he said my nose was fine but he will look into maybe getting it done in a year or 2...I know this sounds crazy but I want it done so bad and yeah😅I know it sounds bad but I know it will help me love myself more and be able to focus on stuff rather then feeling self conscious...I grew up really fast like I said due to family problems and if I have a nose job I think it will make me less self conscious and enjoy my childhood...but any thoughts lady’s cause I don’t have my mom to talk about this too so ah I don’t know what to do:(