Feel like shit.

Idk y’all. I feel so ugly. Everyone around me is getting into relationships. I gotten nose surgery a year ago and feel like it’s the reason why i’m not getting noticed like it totally fucked up my face. I feel so horrible no one knows how dark i feel inside. I feel like i’m gonna be forever alone and it’s all my fault. Imagine spending your life savings on something you though would perfect ur appearance but in reality it fucked everything up. I was texting a guy whose known me for years but hasn’t seen me yet, saw him at a gas station yesterday and he hasn’t talked to me since. Idk if it’s my mind fucking with me but it sure does feel like absolute crap.