Should I end it???

Ok so long story! My bf and I dated for 3 years then broke up completely for a year and then we started talking on and off again for a year and have been “official” again for 7 months.

He’s my best friend and I’ve never connected with another guy the way I do with him we just get each other. We love each other so much and he can be so sweet to me.

Butttttt I feel like I’m settling 😔 he will always be rude to me and make fun of me and put me down. He can be super selfish and really only cares about himself and expects me to drop everything for him but never does the same for me. He still after 3 years makes me feel bad for breaking up with him and says I should “feel so lucky that he even got back with me”. He pretty much never compliments me or even shows that he’s attracted to me. I’ve spoken to him about this stuff so many times and then he’s super sweet for a few weeks then just goes back to normal.

We only see each other on weekends and we have sex like once a month if that and I defs want it a lot more but he always makes excuses. He never wants to hang out with me and my friends and doesn’t let me hang out with his friends and he won’t tell people that we’re officially dating he still says to them “we’re just talking” and won’t post anything about me on his social media.

My friends all hate him because of how he treated me in the past and he’s made no effort to try with them and he always says horrible things about them to me which upsets me.

I’ll be honest I get a lot of attention from other guys and usually I just laugh and ignore it but lately I’ve been enjoying the attention because I just don’t get it from my bf.

He started a big fight with me a few days ago in a restaurant because I wasn’t texting him enough even though he will literally always take hours to reply to me.

I just don’t know what to do because I really do love him but the romance and affection is just not there from him and I keep hoping it will change but it hasn’t. But I don’t want to end it again and then regret it again!!!!! PLS HELPPPPPPPPP!!!