He said he doesn’t want any commitment

Its begin with Christmas last year. Me and him are like best friend at the college then he told me that he likes me but in that time I was seeing someone else and i didn’t see him in that way yet. However after I rejected him, he didn’t speaking to me for half a year.

Then in somehow we speaking again and I start fall in love with him bit by bit and we had our first kiss and sex and he told me that he loves me on my birthday. But 2 weeks after that till now we had on and off fwb relationship since November. He told me that he likes me as best friend and sexual way but he not seeing me or anyone as girlfriend.

FYI: I took his first kiss, virginity and he never has girlfriend.

I’m asking him again what he mean before that he said he loves me and he said he think he love me but he doesn’t know what that feeling was.

I don’t know what to do he is very good friend of mine and i have very good time with him as well. I really wanna stay how we are now but it hurt my feeling everytime when i know we are just friend.

I need advice so bad guysss ;(