I don’t know why

There’s just something in me that wants a boyfriend/girlfriend/someone in general. I don’t know why I just feel as though I don’t have anyone I’m close with. Friends don’t help parents/siblings don’t help either. I just need someone to bond with, I want a relationship where I am me as they are themselves. Like I said friends don’t cut it for me every Friend I had has hurt me. And when I had a boyfriend/gf/someone I felt my happiest. But now I feel like no one likes me or wants me.