Missing him

I miss my boyfriend so much. He left out of state to visit family. I wasn’t able to go so he took his cousin instead. We do text but not as much. I told him I wasn’t going to text him until he did first so he could enjoy his time over there. Without having me take away for his time and to actually be able to enjoy as much as possible. But I miss him so much, although i love that he is having fun. He’s been going through hard times atm so I’m happy that he’s taking his mind off those things.