My Long distance bf and I have been together for 6 months. I thought we grew super close. At times the distance got hard and it always made me sad.

He has mental issues from the marines. He makes good grades in college but has no job and doesn't have any hobbies.

We are both loners because, let's be real people are fake. That was what we had in common and we ran with it.

I will admit I love him so much. I've never loved someone in the way I love him. At times though I am a complete fool.

He will relieve my doubts and take almost 30 mins sometimes to tell me he loves me. I actually believed him and had high hopes.

I do a lot for him, as in sending him huge presents and just making sure I'm always there for him.

He said once that he only talks to me because he is lonely but it makes him happy to have someone.

We got in arguements about trust issues and love. Then went on a break after he met my mom and basically told her he was only my friend and that he doesn't love me at all.

He came back apologizing and saying he was nervous. I took a lot of time to forgive him. I friendzoned him but as time went on he said he really loves me and apologizes for the way he acts.

Last night he told me that, he wants things his way and that he was jealous when I go out with my friends. He said "I don't love you. You love me. I like you very much but we are just friends. I never respected another person more." Then he continues to say he basically asked me out because he was bored.

I feel like such a fool and I am heartbroken rn. I never let anyone in and now that I did, I wish I never met him.

How can someone hype you up so much and make you believe that they are true just because they are lonely and bored. That is beyond me.

Comment anything it would be greatly appreciated.