Looking for a cycle buddy on 9DPO

Ra

This is my 4th month trying for my first. I’m trying SO hard not to test yet! I’ve had a lot of disappointment (some false positives or chemical pregnancy, not sure what it was but it was upsetting) I want to wait until my period is due and just not think about it this time. I always get too excited for my own good. Does anyone have any tips for keeping your mind off it?

I’ve had some weird symptoms recently, lots of creamy CM, backache/light cramping, bloating... but it’s been Christmas! So I’m thinking it’s because of that.