Sick of it!!!😤😡

My husband is NEVER in the mood to fuck me. I am always having to rub it out. I hate it. Masturbation is simply not as fun or as satisfying as sex. Not only does it feel good, it makes me feel more bonded to him. I have told him this and he doesn’t care. It truly makes me feel ugly and unwanted. I’ve told him that too and he couldn’t care less.