So I was hoping to spend time with my boyfriend tonight but a friend of his wanted to get together so I don’t get to see him tonight.

Honestly- I’ve been crying about it lol. I know that’s unhealthy and I’m really trying not to be like that.

But I have no idea what to do with my night. Honestly I just want it to be tomorrow so that I can be with him. I don’t want to find things to fill my time.

But what should I do? I kinda want to go to the gym or something but right now it’s 6pm so I feel like the gym would be super busy. I’d rather wait until it’s not busy.

I could read, work on a hobby, or things like that but I really don’t want to. I don’t really have friends that I hang out with (I didn’t before I started dating him either). I don’t know what to do with my time. I don’t want to fill it with anything, I just want to go to bed. But I don’t at the same time lol. I’m so confusing right now. What should I do? Lol