After losing my daughter to SIDS at 5 weeks old, I'm ready for this year to be over well and truly. I've become and completely different person since becoming a mum, and a then a bereaved mum too. It's changed me dramatically as a person. I'm 22+1 with our little rainbow baby, he's a boy 💙 I've been able to leak colostrum since I was 9 weeks pregnant and now it just flows. I just caught some leakage and I'm in amazement because it looks like a butterfly, which I know sounds crazy..it's just symmetry, but I'm going to take it as a sign that my daughter is always around me 💜💜