I want to cry. TTC is so emotionally exhausting.

Can it finally be our turn this month to concieve? So frustrated with my body that ive yet to get a positive opk when its been consistantly the same time and day each month for about 3 months. Ive got all the symptoms of ovulation and all negatives for LH Surge and HCG. Tired of seeing negatives and just want to see two pink lines already!