UPDATE: I am feeling much better now telling myself positive thoughts everyday and I know I am very lucky to be carrying a healthy baby.

Thank you to everyone who shared their stories and made me see that in the end he will be the greatest boy in my life. I needed the positive words and advice.

To the negative people, I know my problems aren't the end of the world and I know it's not the worst thing to go through, but the last thing I want is people to think I am taking away from anyone elses problems. I don't want sympathy but advice and not to be judged. This app isn't here to judge each other.

Be kind, always.