I had a complete emotional meltdown in the middle of the mall last night while shopping with my mom and sister. I’m 25+ weeks and suddenly my belly, boobs, and body are rapidly growing. I couldn’t find anything that fit or was comfortable. I feel huge. I’m so grateful to be pregnant, but I find it so damn difficult to accept how horribly my body is changing. I feel selfish for feeling this way... but I can’t wait to my baby girl to get here in April and work towards getting my body back. I just put went through a bunch of clothes that don’t fit anymore and can’t even believe how small they look compared to how I am now...

I felt so embarrassed that I was crying my eyes out in the mall. Again, I’m so blessed and happy for being pregnant with my baby girl... but man this is hard.