So my best friend is apparently mad at me because I have had lots of issues with my husbands family. We went to visit them during and I’ve been trying to make an effort to be civilized and at least try to get along for my husbands and kids sake. In the past I have def bitched about his family and I still have some issues but I’m trying to be a better person and to take the higher ground. My best friend basically stopped talking to me because I posted that the kids had a great time and she was like why are you being all lovey toward them when you hate them. I told her I’m not trying to be their BFF but I do want my kids to have a good relationship with them even if it means I don’t. So now she basically isn’t talking to me and I’m 6 months pregnant with my third and have been so emotional all day. I’ve only been trying to be a better person so at least my kids don’t suffer. It’s not like I’m bending over backwards to try and be one of them. I’m tired of fighting with my husband about it. And I’m doing this to him. I may still have a lot of pent up feelings in regards to his family but I don’t want it to affect him or the kids. Am I in the wrong? I’m not trying to be fake. Can’t I still have negative feelings but still act like an adult? Or is my best friend right? She’s my only friend. And this is literally breaking my heart. I’ve never cried so much in one day.