Nervous!

So I took my first pregnancy test on 12/20– got my BFP! Well my first appointment isn’t till 1/14 and I’m like am I still pregnant? .. dumb maybe but my symptoms come and go and sometimes I just don’t feel pregnant 🤦🏽‍♀️.. I ended up buying tests today and got an even darker BFP!(the pink cap one I took today) I know I need to just relax but the anticipation on seeing my tiny little bean is getting the best of me.. ahhh.. anything I can do to just keep my mind busy? Anything😩