Baby.....maybe!? Venting

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So I got the essure device ugh yea I no........at the time (22 yo) i knew i didnt want more kids....but now things have changed I'm married happy n we want to have a baby. Problem is no money for a reversal. Everyday I feel like I'm loosing time n letting my husband down. Baby fever is very high rn now n I'm so jealous because everyone around me is pregnant or finding out that they are. I'm happy for them but low key I wish it was me. I'll be 30 next year and I'm trying to keep hope that it will happen but I don't know.