I suffer from pmdd (premenstrual dysphoria disorder) and i take a mixture of birth control and anti depressants for my depression and anxiety.. My depression always gets worse and it goes to a point when i think about suicide.. My stress is god awful because of school, life, family, and friends, my life isnt going anywhere at this point and everything is becoming worse for me... Right now im all alone... My mom is at work... My friends are having are having a great time with their lives and i evny it... Ontop of not being online to vent to them.... My boyfriend isn't online either.... I have no one at this point and idk what to do....and my pills...idk what to do with those either....im not sure what to do....i want to die... I need some sort if comfort....