Now don’t get me wrong I love feeling her move and kick inside me. I love keeping her safe from the outside world.

But...i can’t keep feeling like this. I’m exhausted at the slightest of tasks. I can’t keep up my normal momentum. My house is a disaster and I can’t find the energy to clean it. I hosted a Christmas get together yesterday and then it all around to host a couple of friends for New Years today. The dishes aren’t done. The toys aren’t put away from my darling 6 year old. I just feel defeated and I can’t do it anymore.

Tell me this is normal...and not me being a horrible mom.