Don’t believe I’m pregnant!

So I’ve had 2 positive hpt’s, one from Sunday evening a bit faint, and one the next morning which was darker, but I’m just convinced it’s not the real deal, I’m like it’s not really happening!!

I know that sounds a bit dum but does anyone know why I’m finding it so hard to believe it’s actually real life and I’m surely pregnant?

I’m currently waiting for my local gp to open again after New Years so I can get an appointment right away, maybe then it will seem real?

Ps. I’ve had very little symptoms just feeling bloated and tired 💤