Happy New Year everyone! I know it should be time of happiness and joy but just I feel so confused and discouraged and dont know what to think of what has happened. My so and i are ttc for a while, and because its a long distance relationships for now its been difficult due to schedule when to visit due to his work shifts and my af schedules, anyways. This December just lined up perfectly we were able to have out time together before, during and after my ovulation time. My period is like a clock 25 days cycle. My ovulation was on the 20th of december, 5 days befor my period, on december 29th and 30th i had some spotting at first pink and then brown, only when whiping. i felt bloated, nauseous and moody, very moody. On 31st of December spotting stopped, but nausea stayed. I took a test on the 30th it was a big fat negative😭 Today it looks like AF arrived. I feel hopeless. I dont know what was that. Did i have an implantation bleeding and it didn't hold due to stress or my body just refuses to make things happend. Did anyone had something similar? Please send some love, encouragements and baby dust ti me.🙏🏻